2007年8月31日今天是马来西亚的国庆日。
我就在老街咖啡馆里度过了一天。顺便顶一下自己的部落阁。好久没来写些东西了,再多的文采也都生锈了。
没有朋友,没有家人,没有爱人在身边陪伴的日子,虽然自在可是不多不少也多了份寂寞,孤独。有时真怀疑自己是不是快得自闭症了。我是一个想很多的人。常常在看一场戏时就可以想得很多很多。 最近有点开始着迷于大陆内地电视剧。“我是一棵小草”,“十八岁的天空”,“又见一廉幽梦”等等。。。。看了都感触满多的。
一个人可以流浪在外固然可以自由自在,可是却需要一份勇气。有谁可以那么不顾一切的,不问世事的想到哪里就去哪里。。。流浪是需要勇气的。或许就因为没有找到那份动力,所以就没有了那份勇气去做自己想做的事。人啊!就是这样。也许。。。流浪也可以是在自己心中,心自由了,哪里都去得了。
生命没有一定的规律,只要活得精彩,活得有意义就算是对的起自己。快乐每天都在我们身边出现,只是我们发现它了吗?它总是静静的陪着我们,总是不断得给我们惊喜。今天你有收到惊喜了吗?
当幸福在我们身边时我们都感受不到她的存在,当她离开我们身边时我们却无时无刻感觉到她的存在。今天就看看自己的身边吧!。。。是不是已经忽略了太多的幸福呢? 现在开始一起学习感恩与珍惜吧!一切都不会太晚。。。每一个明天都是由今天开始。今天就开始说好话,做好人。好话一句三春暖,恶语一言隆冬寒。
我。。。。还是喜欢家的感觉。。。又开始想家了。在这里我始终觉得不踏实。想回家呀!
写于。。。
一个人的午后。
i wake up quite late in the morning on friday. It was my off day. i have 2 unread sms...and guess what i received from su hui's sms
Our old classmate in methodist school. I dont know how many of you will remember Kong Cheng Bing. the one very thin, short hair, wear glasses one. Su hui told me that she passed away after one month in Noma hospital. Its because of Blood Cancer..........
I have nothing much to say here..........just sigh~~ we lost a friend again. gals...really take good care of you all ya. I'm meeting Osbert tonight at Mid valley. i dunno why he came to KL lah..but anyway lah he seems like got lots of things going to update me...will update you gals soon. take care~
i have spend one whole week in kuching. Holiday!! i didnt meet up wan chern or anyone else who called me out for drinks. cause i am soo lazy and yet most of my time i have spent with Boon Siang.
Time flies and yet i am in KL again. Life turn into such a terrible things ever since i have no tv watch here....the tv that can read dvd went to somebody else house and the one replace in cannot read dvd....XXCK.......
the only thing i do after i have finish my work at 8pm is bath then read novel then wait for the phone call then ZzzzZZZzzz....Oh man!! i want to go back to kuching so much...i can't wait for that day to come and yet i dunno when is the next time that i am going to meet boon siang again.
It was quite suprisingly tat i didnt cry in the airport this time when we say goodbye at te departure hall. Perhaps we are more into another level of relationship now. But deep in our heart we miss each other more this time. I felt like i am missing part of my soul....first time ever that i have meet someone who really knows me and always be at my side no matter whats happening to me. Though we do quarel sometime over some small stuff...but everytime after we said sorry to each others we appreciate each others more. wow~~~i am so deeply in love........
I have nail decease this time. My nail grow up very unhealthly. i went to see doctor which cost me RM152 consultation and medical fees...dame.........!!! i cant do too many facial now i have to keep my nail dry....
its almost 2pm now and i have to get ready for my customer. Facial~~~ i only love the part when i am doing extraction...wow~~ pick out all the pimples and black heads and congestion. aahaahahaaa.......then apply the mask.....which i always like to put thick thick one...then shoulder massage!!! my favourate....only if i am not having period lah. heheheeeeehehehe
ok lah...gtg gals...hope to hear from you gals soon.... love ya........
ces so bad chase me alway....:( sob sob~~
take care!
http://www.raidance2u.com/product.php
ces ces i found this website its our company's website. you can purchase the facial items online now. wow!!
thanks to the technologies yeah. heheehehehe...hope you found what you need there yeah.They have change the products name to Michelle Lazar. no longer using Dr philip kohler. Just let me know if you got any questions about the products. ^_^ enjoy your browsing yeah. hihihi
There's are some of the photos that i have updated....recently.
I'm flying back to kuching this saturday for holiday for one whole week. i miss kuching so dame much! and off course my love one. Gals i haven/t being seeing you gays in msn recently. specially ces ces and jane. you gals llike lost in action ahh. how is everyone going on now? miss you all.....circles 99...haven't log in for ages already. even tabulas got all the spiderweb here and there. really sorry for my lost in space yeah. hehehehe...
i'm doing fine here and i have finish my course last week. i will be in KL till chinese new year next year cause they emploied me and yet i still have losts of thing to learn in radiance perfect. Wish me good luck yeah. I'm going fine with my love one as well. no worries about me yeah. muacks.... take care gals!....luv ya
Sorry gals for being lost for few months.... hihihi....
life being abit messy recently....But it seems to have a clearer picture now....i might be gone for another 3 months. This time i really fly to KL lah...hehehhe...
I have became a vegetarian in April. Complete vegetarian.....i mean.
My allergic still around but hopefully will recover soon after all the spa treatment.
Should i intro abit about my dear??
His name is Tan Boon Siang. He is 3 years older than me. A gemini as well. ^_^ He works as a 整椎推拿师。That's all...
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the rest i will share with you guys when we have chance to talk about it yeah.
Miss you gals.... Take Care....
Hi there......first blog i ever have in VOX...just created it for fun...since most of my friend has their account in vox..hehhe
i am leaving this Friday to KL Klang...stay there for 3 months for my short term course...Wish me luck gals...^_^
Take care and love you all ya..........
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